16 March, 2011

Lo mejor de mi vida eres tu.

I'm home alone most of the time because Andres leaves for work early in the morning and gets back in the late afternoon, so I guess I get a lot of "me" time. Which really just leaves me to think and when I start to think, I think up a storm.

I stress and worry about things so easily and without any distractions it really makes for a very exasperating day. So when Andres gets home from work it's like a breathe of fresh air, having someone I can talk to about every little thought that has passed through my mind is an amazing thing. I really do applaud the man, I mean, it takes a lot of patience to sit and listen to my pointless rambling...Without that though I would just be a giant mess.

If I was able to get out and do more it wouldn't be so bad but Santiago is a gross big city with a not-so-nice-egoistic population. But then again, this is coming from a small town girl, I grew up in a place where everyone knows everyone. You couldn't go anywhere without seeing someone you knew or have someone tattle-tail on you for being where you weren't supposed to...I'm sorry to say it but I really do miss it. I wanted out for so long, to live in a place with more opportunities, but now I just want to be in that old cabin up in the hills. I want to be far away from people, I want to be stress free, I want calmness and tranquility, but most of all, I want my freedom back.

Santiago is worst than federal prison. If you don't have money or a car. You don't go anywhere.

Hasta lo proximo...

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