Some people may think that painting ones nails is just a superficial way to help one's personal "look," but really it just gives me a chance to calm down and think.
Todays color: bright pink.
Patience is one of my greatest virtues, simply because I feel like I always have to be waiting for something. Right now for example I'm waiting for my visa so that we can start Andres' visa and then finally get back to the US together. Well, that's the plan anyways. We will see what happens because as I have said before our luck really hasn't been that great lately.
And by bad luck I mean, doctor visits, unexpected bills, dealing with a more than difficult mother-in-law, a horrible internship, and living in a household full of disrespectful people.
-With time I will get to all the above mentioned and explain it all a bit more...
But I do try to live day to day without thinking so much about the future but sometimes thinking about the future is unavoidable. Everyday I have to think about all the possible outcomes of me getting my visa or not getting my visa and the consequences each might bring to our plans. Then there is always the possibility that Andres doesn't get his visa, what will we do then? The only thing holding me together is the thought that we will be together in a better place and I wouldn't know what to do if something came in the way of that.
Bueno, hasta lo proximo, ciao mis amores.
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